Its currently 1:17 in the morning and Iapos;m in the library, as usual, worrking on a lab report, as usual, and ready to pass out, as usual. This past week, being midterms week, Iapos;ve basically camped out in the library trying to cram in as much scientific jibberish into my brain while hopped up on energy drinks. I think I may have gotten a total of 7 hours of sleep over a 72 hour period, which is totally unhealthy and contradictory as a health science major. That, and filling my veins with caffenaited drinks, I think I may have taken away several years of my life.
Not only have I�been stressed to the extreme over tests and grades, Iapos;ve also been trying to juggle the housing situation for next year. There was a lot of miscommunication and issues with the landlady this past week and as of right now sheapos;s given us an ultimatum. Either sign the lease this saturday, handing over two months rent as security, or shes going to start showing the house again. Iapos;m so stressed over it all, especially being the contact person, and freaked out today after I�got a nasty message from the landlady telling me that I need to make myself more available and give her a definate answer to the lease. While already being an emotional mess with classes, the call sent me over the edge and I broke down. My mom has had numerous questions regarding the lease and the landlady doesnapos;t want to hear them. I�can understand that sheapos;s only making sure that her property is getting rented for next year, but honestly I�fell like she could have handled the situation more professionally. I told my roommates that Iapos;m no longer willing to be the contact person for this house, and have handed over the job of dealing with the landlady to the twins.
Anyway, so now Iapos;m stressed about going to sign the lease on Saturday and having to face the landlady. I know that things are going to be awkward because of the phone call and all the problems that I have had to relay to her, which has only upset her even more. Now I feel like sheapos;s going to personally have it out for me because I was the orginal contact person and was in charge when all this shit went down. Yeah, so not really looking forward to that now.
But I am looking forward to Saturday. The girls and I are going to take a day trip back to my hometown to go grocery shopping at Stew Leonards (the most amazing grocery store in the world-hands down) and go to my sisterapos;s field hockey game. My mom even has some cow bells for us to bring so we can ring them if her team scores...which is a rare occurance. After the game weapos;re all going to Rye Playland for a haunted house I love Halloween and scary movies and haunted houses. Anything thats meant to scare me always gives me the biggest adrenaline rush.
Ok so now its 1:30 in the morning and Iapos;m so depressed that Iapos;m not laying in my bed at this moment passed out. I seriously need to catch up on some sleep especially since Iapos;m cracking cell physiology jokes to my lab partners right now, a good indicator that I am really sleep deprived at the moment.
Hopefully Iapos;ll be in bed soon...?
Peace, love, and bubble gum
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